My world has included a whirlwind of emotional events over the last several months.
I am very good friends with one of the kink community leaders in my area. I finally told her about my experience with Husband
that included non-consensual sexual contact on multiple occasions. In
turn, she told me that several other women have complained about
Husband to various leaders with instances ranging from the minor (such
as aggressive disregard of personal space that made them uncomfortable)
to the major (such as unsafe play practices and non-consensual sexual
contact). She also informed me that none of the women were willing to
come forward to validate the claims since he was considered a leader in
our local community.
So I decided to speak out.
community leaders launched an investigation. By the end, 8 separate and
independent statements were made where women were either permanently
scarred from unsafe play or sexually violated, all of which included a
disregard for boundaries and/or consent.
Later, there was a
leadership meeting held where the most active and prominent groups were
represented and - by unanimous vote - asked Husband to step down as
group leader for the better of the community due to the controversial
claims. He did not step down and, as such, his group is no longer
endorsed by the community.
A new group has been formed and sanctioned and I have accepted a position on the leadership board.
I am extremely
lucky to have received such support and encouragement from leadership
and the (majority of) members of my local community. I am forever
grateful that my statements and those of other women were taken
seriously given the prevalence of rape culture (which I did experience, albeit minimally) that is disturbingly prevalent in the kink community (of all places!).
icing on the cake was when Wife called me and said she had finally
left him and was leaving town. She thanked me and apologized for not hearing me earlier (which I told her was unnecessary) and promised that
she'd be in touch once she felt ready. I told her that I was extremely
happy for her and wished her nothing but happiness with someone more
deserving of a beautiful and compassionate person like herself.
top of that on-going-but-mostly-concluded saga, I have been asked to
help coordinate a national kink event, my first ever! I am excited and
flattered to be trusted with such a responsibility as well as a bit
overwhelmed and nervous. I have also decided to volunteer to be a
Dungeon Monitor for a new and growing local community-ran dungeon (which
includes being on-site security and policing the safety of scenes
during play, another first for me). Not to mention, I have been accepted
by a major kink site to aid in customer service issues.
Yeah, I don't know how I'm going to juggle all of this either lol.